Freckles' Thought For This Day... waiting for anything

If you are waiting for anything in order to live and love without holding back, then you suffer. Every moment is the most important moment of your life. No future time is better than now to let down your guard and love.

 (Make your move. ;-)

Going back to Cali

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It's official.  I am going going back back to CALI CALI...

I moved here with a friend just about 3 years ago and it will almost be to the day when I am move back.  We packed up our cars and drove across the country - well Los Angeles to Atlanta.  I love it here.  I like the seasons, the atomosphere... the people.  I like the woman that I am becoming and I have done alot of growing up. and learned alot about myself - not all pretty.  Folks like tot party down here for real.  Atlanta has been great and this is rather bittersweet but it is for the best.  The world is a very different place these days.  I am in a better place in my skin but my economics are too.  The economy is bad everywhere - yes but how deep are you willing to go when help is available.  PRIDE - ASIDE. There are so many different things going on around us and wer are so blessed if we do not have to go through it alone.  I have been unemployed for almost 6 months and things have gotten tight (extremely).  I have been blessed to have my pt gig at DSW but it is not enough by any means.  ive done lots and I look/ apply all the time and for almose everything.  I am above nothing... humbled.  I dont want to settle nbut than nothing. So, instead of giving up - I am giving in.  And maybe I am not suppose to be here anymore or my time is up for right now.  Try another market, get my head and my heart together - hug my mama whenever I am feeling discouraged.I need my support system.  So, home is where the heart is and it should begin to heal.  It's very bittersweet but it should be a blessing.

Breath of fresh air

honestly, I just need to say that that there moments when only one voice sooths the heart and relaxes the mind. The voice that allows you to have comfort, peace and spirit. You are that for me. you know who you are,

Thank you