Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Going back to Cali

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It's official.  I am going going back back to CALI CALI...
I moved here with a friend just about 3 years ago and it will almost be to the day when I am move back.  We packed up our cars and drove across the country - well Los Angeles to Atlanta.  I love it here.  I like the seasons, the atomosphere... the people.  I like the woman that I am becoming and I have done alot of growing up. and learned alot about myself - not all pretty.  Folks like tot party down here for real.  Atlanta has been great and this is rather bittersweet but it is for the best.  The world is a very different place these days.  I am in a better place in my skin but my economics are too.  The economy is bad everywhere - yes but how deep are you willing to go when help is available.  PRIDE - ASIDE. There are so many different things going on around us and wer are so blessed if we do not have to go through it alone.  I have been unemployed for almost 6 months and things have gotten tight (extremely).  I have been blessed to have my pt gig at DSW but it is not enough by any means.  ive done lots and I look/ apply all the time and for almose everything.  I am above nothing... humbled.  I dont want to settle nbut than nothing. So, instead of giving up - I am giving in.  And maybe I am not suppose to be here anymore or my time is up for right now.  Try another market, get my head and my heart together - hug my mama whenever I am feeling discouraged.I need my support system.  So, home is where the heart is and it should begin to heal.  It's very bittersweet but it should be a blessing.

3 comments:

JStar said...

Go home girl, you will feel that peace inside that may be filled with stress at the moment...I had to do the same thing...Due to forces beyond my control, I had a water main break in my bldg and had 2 days to move out and we had JUST paid rent and didnt get it back for 45 days...So I became homeless in an instant...Had a good govt job but was sleeping at the bus station...I struggled to be near my daughters which I had given to their father at the moment...But it was just getting too bad so I had to move to SC where my mom now resides...I was there 6 months, got my mind cleared, my biz handled, got a new car and moved back and moved into a new house within 2 weeks of moving back...I am not quite where I want to be, but I am on track and slowly progressing...Good Luck!!! God will provide!!!! Have faith!! I will pray for you!!!!!!!!!!! God Bless...

Dreamer said...

Good Luck and God Bless...You never know what He has in store. I don't know you but I'll send one up for ya!

Freckles said...

thank you so much ladies. thank you.

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