California Mood Music
It's official. I am going going back back to CALI CALI...
I moved here with a friend just about 3 years ago and it will almost be to the day when I am move back. We packed up our cars and drove across the country - well Los Angeles to Atlanta. I love it here. I like the seasons, the atomosphere... the people. I like the woman that I am becoming and I have done alot of growing up. and learned alot about myself - not all pretty. Folks like tot party down here for real. Atlanta has been great and this is rather bittersweet but it is for the best. The world is a very different place these days. I am in a better place in my skin but my economics are too. The economy is bad everywhere - yes but how deep are you willing to go when help is available. PRIDE - ASIDE. There are so many different things going on around us and wer are so blessed if we do not have to go through it alone. I have been unemployed for almost 6 months and things have gotten tight (extremely). I have been blessed to have my pt gig at DSW but it is not enough by any means. ive done lots and I look/ apply all the time and for almose everything. I am above nothing... humbled. I dont want to settle nbut than nothing. So, instead of giving up - I am giving in. And maybe I am not suppose to be here anymore or my time is up for right now. Try another market, get my head and my heart together - hug my mama whenever I am feeling discouraged.I need my support system. So, home is where the heart is and it should begin to heal. It's very bittersweet but it should be a blessing.
