Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Please Excuse the Ramble

I am working on a couple of things at the moment and hope to continue being inspired by the move home (I'm goin goin back back to CALI CALI).  At this particular moment I am just sort of thinking about all kinds of stuff.  Nothing in particular but all kinds of stuff. 

I have realized that I have not written about my mother much but she is so awesome.  We speak almost everyday and very often.  She has especially been so awesome through everything that has been going on with me and I have been very concerned about how she is feeling. You see, when you are going through the storms of life it is often very hard to see anyone else point of view.  Until recently I hadn't really considered how all this has been for her.  She is my mother and she loves me inside out.  She has been the one to talk me through dark moments, dealt with my late night phone calls, sporadic emotions and of course my curiosity and doubt.  I never (until recently) realized how all of that made her feel or the toll that it took on her.  I am not a mother nor do I particularly plan being one (that is another something-LOL!) but a mother has a special something for her child and the desire to help and make whatever it is better.  HENCE, me moving home.  I love her and truly blessed that she is my mother.

My roommate is an awesome woman.  I sometimes wonder if she knows how wonderful I think she is.  I try to express it but she is not nearly as mushy as I am.  I appreciate her friendship and she has definetely been the wonderful to me.  I have gotten so use to be around her all the time.  We have so many inside jokes, random moments and great conversations.  She is my shopping buddy, window shopping buddy, cosigner, believe, phenomenal woman and talented artist - check out her website and buy a shirt: http://www.dude-relax.com/

I want him in the worst way.  It is crazy.  Have you just thought about someone randomly and just wonder about him.  Who is he? What he is like? What does he have to offer?  How is he? Damn, where is he? mlol.  It is kind of random but I think that I want him.  We shall see...

5 comments:

JStar said...

Beautiful tribute to your mom for her continuing love and support...Yea, I also need to write more about my mom...I had to move home as well...It was a wonderful experience...

Oh yea lady, I know about that curiosity...Its erxciting isnt it :)

Traci Lavette said...

Mamas are the bomb, arent' they? Even when we get on that damn high horse every now and then and think we can judge them. My mother has done so much for my life and I realized that I didn't truly appreciate it until I became a parent myself. Sad...but true. Like you and JStar, I have returned home before too and each time it was with open arms even if she would have preferred to have her house to herself...

Damn girl, now you got me wanting to write a tribute to my Mama!

Love you, girl...and so happy you are coming back to the West Coast!!!

Freckles said...

Thanks ladies for the feedback. I am waiting on our reunion this weekend to write her a firm tribute. We shall see how that works out. Just a couple more days. transistion series coming soon.

Citizen Ojo said...

How are you going to leave without saying goodbye? I see how you do a brotha... ; )

Freckles said...

Citizen, I am just leaving Atlanta man. I will be blogging via Los Angeles shortly. You know I cannot stay away lovey.

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