It is so surreal to know that it has been 5 years as of today. I cant believe that I have made it without you. I know life goes on but it has not been easy without you. I almost sometimes feel like I took you for granted as if you were going to be around forever. Ny intelligent self knew better but my heart wanted more.
I wish so often that I could hear your voice one more time. I wish I could hug you one more time. I have needed you so much. I have needed your wise counsel. I've needed your hope for me. I need you now.
Thankfully with time, I'm not crying for you everyday. As I get older I see more of you freckle by freckle. Sometimes I think I can feel you and for that moment all is well. I miss you. I want you to be proud of me.
Looking forward to seeing you again.
Rest in Peace.
I love you,