(Uninspiration - made up by my buddy – DianaBoss - she likes to make up words)
Im in a strange place in my life right now. I am so not where I want to be in my life. I am grateful to have a job though that is all that it is, just a job – not a career. I thought that things were going to work out at my current job and it would turn into a career opportunity but it has not. Honestly, I like what I do but I am not passionate about it. In fact, I am not quite sure what my real passion is or even what my purpose may be. I am good at several different things and there are several things that I would like to do but not sure what I really want to do with my life. I am not sure what the something is that prompts my personal plateau of success.
My sense of direction seems to be pointing in several different directions. My Libra scales are off balance which has me all out of wack and off kilter. My heart is all out of sorts of unfulfilled. My relationships are kind of crazy at the moment. There are some ups and downs. There are some strong points and there is some room for rectification. I am grateful to have good people in my life. They are patient and understanding which is such a blessing.
As for the writing – so much started but not much completed. I am passionate about it but my procrastination has a way of interfering my production. I have allowed it a bit too long. Though writing is like having a baby. You have to give birth to words but before you can do that you have to carry/nurture them for a while. This is my story and sticking to it.
In one of my daily devotionals it spoke of expecting deliverance when you feel you are at the dead end. It spoke to me so I shared it with friends. I tend to do that from time to time. I refer to them as daily inspirations. I had two friends respond to this email and it was a blessing to me. Though I know that I am not the only one feeling delayed in my dreams, it sometimes is encouraging to have people in my immediate life share that they are in the same place and they were encouraged by me.
So the UNINSPIRATION IS SLOWLY BECOMING INSPIRED.