January: On the very last day of the year I had to move back to Los Angeles. It was rather bittersweet to leave Atlanta but it has proven to be worth it. My mother, who didn't really have it, shipped me and my belongs back home. Thankful that I was able to come home. On this same day was my sister's baby shower. I was glad that I was able to be home for her.
February: my grandmother turned 77. We spent the day together. She, my mother and myself. It was a great time. It was on e of the perks to being home. Blessings.
March: Baby Zailee was finally born. My sister was so big and so uncomfortable that it was miserable to see her walk. She did good. She was calm and very much ready. My mother said she was proud of here. I am very proud of her. She is such a wonderful mother and that baby is really cute. Thanks sis for having one of each for us.
May: Mother's Day with my mom – Awesome!
June: Another Father's Day without him. I wish it were easier. I love and miss you daddy!!!
July: One Year. He has been dead. And it's still not easier. I think about him all the time. I have been doing my best to just hold my head on straight. Stop crying so much and really just stand strong. Sometimes it hurts worst than other days.
August: Dad's birthday.
September: I was so thankful to be able to send my bestie some flowers in Nashville. This may be minute to some but I hadn't been able. I was working and was able to do that for her. She loved them but I feel like it meant more to me than she which is cool but I know she liked them. She has been through it all with me. I am so thankful for her and I am grateful that I was able to do that little something for her on her day. I hope to be able to so more next year. I feel like 2011 will bring us closer and send us further away… somewhere warm but not hot. We shall see.
October: The Celebration of 10th Anniversary of 21st Birthday which was one of the best days ever. I spent the day with my mother, drank wine, got a few gifts and had a wonderful party at The Bungalow Club in Los Angeles. Good Times. Good Times.
November: Thankful for the all the little things.
December: Bittersweet BAH HUMBUG… The first back in Los Angeles with my family, the second without my daddy and thankful for truly seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.